this is a post for you
you who i used to argue a lot with
you who i find somehow special
you who teases me non stop
you who somehow is the only one who knows the way to make me smile when im down
you who make me fall for you
you who hurts me a lot
u're my sweetest medicine yet also a fatal disease.
you know that i'll stay if you ask me too
i have always been super obedient when it comes to you
that was also the reason why i took up my courage to spill the beans
i was pissed at myself for obeying you even after all the things you did
i know that i would do anything for you
im still shock that i told you things i took up a lot of courage to say
it hurts myself saying those mean things too
im sorry
i regretted the moment after i clicked the enter button
yet i know it will be the best decision
it might not still be the right time for both of us
but i still believe that the right timing would come,
hope u still believe in it too.
take care
